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Mon Jun 15, 2009, 10:51 PM
the last couple of days have been hectic for me.

last time seeing my families (aunts, uncles, etc) for a couple years,
this week will probably be the last time i see my grandparents (forever),
i went suicidal for three days and started writing goodbye letters in my head,
decided to buy a ds + the 150-games-in-one package thing,
dad told me that he talked to mom, and he said she said that if i were gay, she would kill me, (dad doesn't have a problem if i were gay, just mom)
won't be having internet back home, so this'll probably be one of the last times i come on for a while,
i finally brokedown and cry,
and i still need to buy souveniers.

idno.
my life is a mess. i needed to tell someone, or write it down at least.
the only positive thing about this is that i've been starting to write more.
(my writing is better when i'm emo,
because even if its fiction and it really has nothing to do with my life,
i put heart into it.)


i'm grey.
i'm empty.
and i can't change it.


  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Watching: Isn't that smiley in mood the greatest?

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:icondeepgroundpuppy-chan:
.3.
I'm sorry about all this D:
:hug:
I hope you get better~

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I'm sorry baout everything!!! Hope it gets better!!
:iconfurryhuggleplz: :iconfurryhugplz: :iconfurrycuddleplz: :iconfurrynuzzleplz: :iconfurrycuddle3plz:

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~Ya, I'm random, and PROUD of it!
~Smile, it confuses people!
:iconu-yaa:
At least there's a little positive part...:hug

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(\ /)
(. .)
(oo)

My Army Of Bunnies Will Destroy Mankind MWAHAHAA !!
:icondeepgroundpuppy-chan:
:glomp:
any better?

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:heart: BANDIT :heart: :heart: DEVIL HUNTER :heart:
:heart: DEEPGROUND SOLDIER :heart:
Sagi is my best friend and, together, we can do anything.
Prince Marf, the Guard Hound Demon Prince!
:heart:BRAWL ADDICT:heart:
:iconlovessecret:
haha yeah, I am. don't worry about me. a simple episode of Wipeout always makes me smile.

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End hunger;
End sadness.
:icondeepgroundpuppy-chan:
xDD
well that's good~

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:heart: BANDIT :heart: :heart: DEVIL HUNTER :heart:
:heart: DEEPGROUND SOLDIER :heart:
Sagi is my best friend and, together, we can do anything.
Prince Marf, the Guard Hound Demon Prince!
:heart:BRAWL ADDICT:heart:

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